i dont know what i believe.

everyone is in love. everyone is married.

it is supposed to be an amazing thing. the greatest feeling ever. it's supposed to take over your soul. it's supposed to change you.

i dont think it is, though. I think it might, maybe could be...but probably not.

why would i want something like that if it isnt wonderful?

I either want the most wonderful love, the kind from the movies, or i do no want it at all. I dont want it, i dont care if anyone tells me it just does not happen the way it does in the movies, because if it really is true that it doesnt happen that way, then i would rather be on my own for the rest of my life. but i want love, just a different kind.

I see people all the time who are sad because they dont have someone. depressed because there is not someone that is "there" for them. they dont want wonderful love, they just want to know someone is there for them, even if it is not real. someone that is there to tell them the things they want to hear.

how could anyone truly want something that is not real?

we only have one life. ONE SHORT LIFE. true, there is life after life. there is eternal life, I think.

but there is only one life like the one we are living now.

why would anybody want to waste it on fake things?

I know for a fact there are so many real things. real things are everywhere. I want the real stuff. the good, real stuff. I really dont care about all the fake.                                  

What causes them?

Northern lights originate from our sun. During large explosions and flares, huge quantities of solar particles are thrown out of the sun and into deep space. These plasma clouds travel through space with speeds varying from 300 to 1000 kilometers per second.

But even with such speeds (over a million kilometer per hour), it takes these plasma clouds two to three days to reach our planet. When they are closing in on Earth, they are captured by Earth's magnetic field (the magnetosphere) and guided towards Earth's two magnetic poles; the geomagnetic south pole and the geomagnetic north pole.

On their way down towards the geomagnetic poles, the solar particles are stopped by Earth's atmosphere, which acts as an effective shield against these deadly particles.

When the solar particles are stopped by the atmosphere, they collide with the atmospheric gases present, and the collision energy between the solar particle and the gas molecule is emitted as a photon - a light particle. And when you have many such collisions, you have an aurora - lights that may seem to move across the sky.

In order for an observer to actually see the aurora with the naked eye, about a 100 million photons are required

Im going to see the northern lights one day. how amazing.